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Half Moon Rising

Half Moon Rising.Because Halley’s Comet was already taken in the breed registration.So Halley stuck as her barn name. I have been in love with/obsessed with horses (okay, all animals really) for as long as I can remember. My parents started me in horse lessons at a young age, 4ish? My first lesson pony’s name wasContinue reading “Half Moon Rising”

One year ago last week..

A year ago this past week, I packed most of my life into my garage, and packed “essentials” to take with me to California to help my then boyfriend’s family for an undetermined amount of time. His brother owns and runs a construction business with their dad, and was bombarded by work, and short workers.Continue reading “One year ago last week..”

01-09-2020

What really is the point in the crazy life?Why am I so afraid to be someone’s wife?Why can’t I ever get my head on straight?Was everyone lying when they said being alive is so great?All I ask is for one day of grace;Instead I feel like a huge fucking waste of space.What is my giftContinue reading “01-09-2020”

California

Being back in California the past 9 months has been interesting to say the least. It is always such a different experience to come back here to live for short periods of time, as opposed to visiting, obviously. I came back to California from Montana in late spring of last year, to help my thenContinue reading “California”

2023

-It seems more and more every year people are writing end of the year posts that include phrases such as “Damn this year was rough”, “I’ve been through some shit”, “ I got my heart super broke”, “I made a lot of painful yet necessary decisions”, and “THIS year will be MY year”. Like mostContinue reading “2023”

R & E Ranch

One year and three months ago I said a final goodbye to a property that is very near and dear to my heart. I have started, stopped, added to, and deleted things from this post since that visit. A few weeks ago, I left Montana to come to California to help some family for aContinue reading “R & E Ranch”

The Last Autumn Hike of 2020

Winter is finally here in Cache Valley. As the temperatures are declining, and the snow accumulations are rising, I find myself reminiscing my last Autumn hike of 2020. It was the last day of temperatures nearly 70 until sometime practically summer here; a good 6 months at least. One nice thing about cold winters, is,Continue reading “The Last Autumn Hike of 2020”